Drawing this card is a very positive sign indeed. There’s a sense of energy building, so whatever you’re working towards keep it going, you’re on the right track.
The moon is telling you here that you are on the right track as this is a very auspicious time when energy is building up each day. Use this energy to build the momentum towards your desired outcome, the universe has your back.
What a year this has been. I started it off with the intention of loving myself. Regular readers of this blog will know that I have struggled with a lack of self love for a very long time. Instead of making New Year’s resolutions – which I always break by the middle of February at the very latest – I decided to dedicate the year to loving myself. I started off great, I was able to practice self love each day; that was until we hit lockdown in March.
That was when things went downhill.
I have CPTSD – Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder – and had been in a hyper vigilant state for most of my adult life. I had gone through therapy that had helped me enormously, but I lost my ability to cope once the UK went into lockdown.
I became so paranoid and stressed, I was crying most days and really couldn’t cope with the threat of being stopped by the police or some other official anytime I left the house.
By my birthday I’d had a breakdown and was in a really dark place. I felt like I had failed at the self love project and started thinking very dark and scary thoughts. I eventually went to see a Dr. and got prescribed anti-depressants.
After a few weeks I began to feel better in myself. That nearly came to an end in late summer, I needed a smear and the first attempt failed – I was really calm and positive too. The second attempt was a disaster also. Flashbacks, panic attacks, massive triggers….they also couldn’t get a sample of cells. I cried all the way home. I felt like I was 16 again.
But out of that experience I felt empowered to help other women who have suffered any form of sexual violence, and domestic abuse too. I was so determined to put my own experiences to some use that I enrolled with the OU to study Psychology with Counselling.
And as we enter the final month of what can only be termed as a horrific year, I feel empowered, well, happy, determined, and I certainly practice self love.
You see, I now know that going to the GP to get the medication was an act of self love. I know that pushing through my trauma triggers and flashbacks has catapulted me forward to a place where I can try to make a difference to women who have suffered at the hands of rapists and abusers.
2020 broke me. But I rose from the ashes and I am rebuilding my life on my own terms.
This year the holiday season feels more poignant than ever before. This year has been dominated by loss. It has driven home the message for me that life is for living.
The message from this card is loud and clear – LET IT GO!!!
There’s a lot of talk at the moment that what the cosmos has in store for us is all about letting the negative stuff go. The people, the situations, the negative self talk, it all has to go.
Perhaps you need a cleanse before the richness of Yule and Christmas descends. This certainly would be a good time to do this. Perhaps there have been arguments or tensions between you and someone close, a friend, family, a lover…. time to let the harshness go and clear the air.
Whatever is going on in your life right now, know that the heavy, angsty feelings are at last coming to an end.
Let it all go.
Your cleanse can be a simple smudge of yourself, your home, your workspace, your relationship. You’re making way for peace and positivity to enter your life.
Nothing is yet set in stone. Mutable is all about change, this could simply mean that something is changing. There is room to let the situation develop, take this as a sign that you can still work to get the result you’re seeking.
Any time that this card shows up in a reading the suggestion is that there is opportunity to keep visualising, affirming, and manifesting what you want.
Right now life does seem very uncertain, we are all feeling it whenever we are in the world. A card such as this is quite a positive sign that things can be changed for the better.
This card allows us to work with what we’ve got, but also to add a tweak here and there to manipulate the situation that we are in into something more agreeable for us.
I see this card as a very positive card to show up in an Oracle Reading. As the card suggests, nothing is set in stone, therefore we can change what we do not like into something we do like and this is a good thing.